I sometimes wonder about why I can't cry about stuff normal people cry about. If it's a really sad movie with this person dying of cancer, I can't cry. I'll tear up but I won't actually cry. If I really injure myself, I won't cry. I'll just tear up and start jumping around screaming to shake it off. If somebody breaks my heart, I won't cry. I'll just be moody.
Maybe I don't cry about those things because I've experienced a different type of pain that I actually cry about. I'm not trying to be whiny or anything. (But I suppose it doesn't matter. Nobody reads this blog anyways.) It's just that there are things in life that cut deeper than others.
I just cry about things with that pain or things that remind me of it. I've seriously been searching for an answer to this age-old question for myself all my life. Yeah, I've seen people with the same issue but they never know why either. Or maybe they just won't tell me. But I think I just got it figured out.
Everything will turn out okay.
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