Resolutions and Goals to Combat ... Life

Okay, so I've realized that for the past few months, my whole entire world has been turned upside down by TV. Yes, TV. Those little shows that people watch? Bad. Very bad. It's addicting, and I am and probably could qualify as a TV addict. I don't mean that I think about my shows every second of the day, but I would take watching TV over homework before 8pm. That's pretty bad. For example, yesterday I got off at 12:30, came home at 1:00, fell asleep while reading AOI, watched some TV, ate some dinner while watching TV, did my stats lab, watched an episode...

You get the point. I could be sleeping before 1am! There's absolutely no reason for me to be like this. And now I just got the urge to watch another episode. Ugh. But it's Friday? Can that be my justification?

I blame it on Revenge. I didn't want to watch it and my mom literally sat me down and forced me to.
Ugh. My TV problem is definitely a slippery slope, considering that it also swallowed up a large part of my childhood and caused my eyes to be as bad as they are now.

Ouch.
Sorry, what was the point of this post again?

Oh yes, resolutions and goals to combat this issue (sleepiness, TV, time allocation all into one set!).

1. To get ready for homework, after school, I'll lie down and try to take a nap. If I fail to under 20 minutes, then I shall do some creative writing. Creative writing is good for the soul. I am absolutely convinced of that.

I remember when I was excited to write fiction for class. For Seike's Walam Olum, damn dude! I was super rusty. I must never let myself get that rusty.

Oh, and of course, creative writing overall can inspire wonderful ideas! It'll help my writing style. I'll develop my own voice. I don't know. All I know is that creative writing helped so much when I was little and now I'm gonna implement that method to up my lifestyle.

2. Sleep early on one of the weekend nights and then get up the next morning for a run. I gotta stay active. There's no PE to force me to run and exercise. With Blaschke not caring about tardiness as my 1st period, I have no reason to run in the mornings. I stress eat. I must not gain weight. Otherwise, I'll be very sad. I don't even want to wear these shorts anymore.

3. Cut down on tea consumption. I can't get hooked onto caffeine at such a young age. I just can't.

4. Memorize some vocab every day. Must practice those words!

5. Somehow create a goals/dream board. I gotta remind myself of my central values. Everyday, I'm digging up little pieces of what I used to be. I must say... I kind of like that girl a little better. She dreamt a little bit more. She was more confident. She wasn't overly giggly nor did she talk at super fast speeds in uncomfortable situations. Oh yeah, and she approached life with a positive attitude!

6. Have a positive attitude!

Yay.
Let's see if I can actually keep this list. Can I start tomorrow? Pls. Pls. Pls. Pls.
Ugh. I don't know. Maybe one episode. Yes, only one. :)
No.
Yes.
No.
Ugh, but it's a Friday!