Do you ever feel like you're in a never ending loop, just waiting for your life to start? Probably not, if you're being productive. I feel like I'm learning. I'm getting the concepts. But... I'm not applying it anywhere. I guess what I mean to say is that I feel kind of empty. I don't really know what to do. I don't know what I've done freshmen year.

It's already March. The school year is almost over.

I seriously need to be more productive. I was pretty productive today once I started working, but I don't know. I feel like I'm not in total ambitious, focused, locked-in mode. I'm just messing around, and it just sucks because I really don't have any more time to spare.

Self-discipline shall come into play now. I don't know how much of it I have though. Ouch.