Speed Coding

me:  And then he moves on. Because frankly, I'm a pretty good coder. LOL.

 Rachit:  Hahaha safe 

 me:  Or at least one of the people who go crazy making their own code LOL 

Rachit:  

I still have java. Lol, screwed. 

me:  Good job. It's so easy though.

 Rachit:  I didn't do combination lock yet.

 me:  I got today's lesson done in 15 minutes. All 4 of those exercises

 Rachit:   Okay.

 me:  Pretty fun.

 Rachit:  OKAY, Allison.

 me:  Speed coding

 Rachit:  Some people don't have that time. OH

 me:  During class? >:P LOOL

 Rachit:  If only you were that good at spreading 

 me:  Spreading code in 4 minutes? Ouch.

I am so disappointed in my writing right now.
I just... don't know why I can't write. This is actually really bad.

Note to self:
Man up, tackle that essay. Stop hiding behind a fake pile of math homework. 

Chamber music concert is on Tuesday, April 3rd.
We are not ready.

My solos, frankly, sound like shit.
I am extremely scared. Extremely.

OH DAMN. I just found a beautiful new reed for my obo-ing. High hopes for you, little reed. High hopes. Unfortunately, I'm not sure where it's from. I believe it's from Adduci. Not sure though, since his last batch was quite questionable.

Must. Do. Summer. Applications.

Spring Concert

Man, we have got some talented oboes. I shall learn how to do vibrato soon enough! (Hopefully.)

Yeah, concert band didn't do so well at this concert
it was just.
terrible.

Just sent out the acceptance emails for animation club. I am quite nervous. The meeting is in two weeks, and I haven't exactly done much.

But... quite excited! It'll be awesome as long as we keep our cool.

Never let down your guard. Ever.

Thank you.

That was an amazing asking. How unique! Thank you to you, your awesome band, and everybody else who dragged me over the band room.

This next month, I'm going to learn CSS or go more depth into HTML. It's time I started actually doing stuff. Besides, my motivation shall be prettifying this blog. Hehe.

I mean,  please. Look at this layout. It's really nice. But it's too boring. I wanna create something awesome. Not to mention, I said that I'd get a website running for Animation Experience. Sigh, I'm quite backed up on work. Time to start intensely researching.

Do you ever feel like you're in a never ending loop, just waiting for your life to start? Probably not, if you're being productive. I feel like I'm learning. I'm getting the concepts. But... I'm not applying it anywhere. I guess what I mean to say is that I feel kind of empty. I don't really know what to do. I don't know what I've done freshmen year.

It's already March. The school year is almost over.

I seriously need to be more productive. I was pretty productive today once I started working, but I don't know. I feel like I'm not in total ambitious, focused, locked-in mode. I'm just messing around, and it just sucks because I really don't have any more time to spare.

Self-discipline shall come into play now. I don't know how much of it I have though. Ouch.

Adios Nonino by Astor Piazzolla is a beautiful song.

I especially like Mike's arrangement. Haha. So pretty! The jazz fest was pretty fun.

:] Today, wind ensemble results came out. Haha. ^.^

Everybody told me that it was gonna be okay. I think deep down I thought so too. But on the surface, I was trying to emotionally prepare myself by imagining worst-case scenarios. I think I prepared myself a little too much because it hasn't sunk in yet. Or at least, it's sinking in very slowly. I'm very excited. ^.^ Hehe.

How do you eliminate pain?

By not caring at all in the first place.

I am actually really kind of pissed right now. I can't go to SCU2, because band CMEA is on the same day as rounds start.

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>:O
Last tourney of the year. My hopes shot down.

I think I just wrote an extremely professional email to all our club applicants. I... feel like a sir!

Haha, anyways, I must update my very very long list of what to write here. Except, I doubt I have the time. Here are my additions:

1. Jazz band fest (sigh I'm hopeless)
1a. Why is Mike so pro at piano? Gah.
1b. Why is Dasha and Nikhil so pro at trumpet? Double Gah.
1c. Why is Steven and Stephen so pro at saxophone & trombone?!
1d. Why is the whole band pro except me?

2. Hunger Games this Friday. ^.^ Chilling with some of my old friends.

3. Java programming... Man, that's fun.

4. I'm so tired I forgot what I wanted to say next. GOOD NIGHT.

Man, I want to be in Wind Ensemble. x]

Hehe. Today, I finished the basic prototype to my perception java program. I'm actually kind of proud of it. ^.^ Except... now I have a lot of homework that I have not finished yet... nor tackled.

Today was pretty successful. :]
More information shall shortly come way this weekend.

I've been so traumatized by auditions that I didn't even start my homework til 11pm.
Hah.
Hah.
Hah.

I need something new to obsess over.

Really? Really? So much for consistency.