Rant on Sickness

I hate being sick. Whenever I am, I have these terrible migraines that render me helpless. I can't think. I can't speak coherently. I lose all my emotions. All I can think is, "I'm tired. I'm tired. I'm dead. I can't think. What happened? Stop talking to me." It's quite terrible. And people don't get that my headaches really do kill me. I don't appear sick on the surface but inside I'm in a world of pain. So whenever I'm sick, my social life suffers miserably because everybody thinks I just don't want to talk to anybody. It's not that I don't want to. It's just that I can't. (Ok fine. I'm also a drama queen when it comes to feeling shitty. But for reals, I really do feel terrible right now and it's killing me.)

A few of my friends came up to me today and asked me if I was feeling okay. "You're usually really happy and talkative." Haha. That made me feel so much better.

"Is it really that obvious?" I respond with a chuckle.

"What do you mean?"

"I'm just not feeling very well. But thanks for noticing."

"Oh, I see. Feel better!"

Something along those lines. But it's nice to know that people noticed. On the other hand though, this was all during class time. Do I really talk that much in class? Haha. I'm laughing on my side again.

Well, hopefully sometime this sickness will pass. It's really killing my happiness. I hate fatigue. I hate having migraines. I hate being sore everywhere. I'm young! I must recuperate quickly but to do that, I must sleep first. Haha. Good night!

/endRant

(Ps. I'd really really like to be left alone actually when I'm sick. I just did not want to talk to anybody today. Don't take it personally if I just randomly leave and go sit in my forever alone corner. It just makes me happier. And please don't take it personally if I give you one or two worded replies. I just don't feel like talking. You know who you are. :D)